Balance...

I am longing to have this in our life but am having a hard time finding it. Lately there seems to be no balance in our life. I am struggling with knowing what to do because I am being pulled a million different directions. I am a wife, a Mom to two children, a Daughter, a friend and a stay at home Mother who has a full time job taking care of what needs to be done here at home. These are just a short few that I could list. I know that all of you Mothers out there know that being a stay at home Mom is hard work and you are just as exhausted as a Mom who has a career and attends a job everyday.

In between all of this I somehow have to find room for 4 therapists to come into our home to work with our Son. This is exhausting...and I'm tired! I know that it seems I am complaining but I am really not. I am so thankful for all of Max's therapists. They have been a huge help and we love them very much. I just need help with how to Balance everything else in life. It is very important for Max to get the proper attention that he needs. So this is our priority. But I still need to be a Mom to Halle and a wife to Brandon. We still need to do things as a Family and with our Family. As I have mentioned before I have to do therapy with Max all week when the therapists aren't here. You need to have carry over because he won't get better without it.

I know that our life will never be what it was and in some ways I am thankful for that. I am thankful for the help that we have received and that Max has gotten a diagnosis so young. I am very thankful for all of these things.
But could you just pray for me...pray that I don't become overwhelmed and that I can learn to Balance all of those things that I have mentioned.

I very much want all of this for Max but I also want the Balance back in our life...